I know I wasn't there
When you needed me the most
I know I didn't care
And was afraid to get so close
Tonight it's getting hard to fall asleep
'Cause it's becoming clear that I broke all into pieces
And I can not reverse it
So I've got one more thing to say
I'm sorry for your pain
I'm sorry for your tears
For all the little things I didn't know
I'm sorry for the words I didn't say
But what I still do
I'm still loving you
But now I can relate
To everything that I did wrong
Stop breathing when I think I'm losing you
And there'll be no excuse so I'm on my knees
So listen please
Let me hold your hand once again
I'm sorry for your pain
I'm sorry for your tears
For all the little things I didn't know
I'm sorry for the words I didn't say
I'm sorry for the lies
For not showing my love a dozen times
But what I still do I'm still loving you
I'm sorry for your pain I'm sorry for your tears
For all the little things I didn't know
I'm sorry for the words I didn't say
I'm sorry for the lies
For not showing my love a dozen times
But what I still do
I'm still loving you
That's what I will always do
4th-11th
8 Day Haven't Post Le
April 4 Went Praying As usual But Don't Have My Father Accompany Us
After Praying Went To Find My Dear Until 10+ Ju Went Home
April 5 Went To Dear House After She Finish School
Stay At House Until 10+ Oso
April 6 Dear Sick Due To Having High Fever >.< Before Go Her House
Bought Porridge For Her To Eat >.< She Didn't Eat Finish All Nvm ^^
She Got Eat Can Le ^^ Stay Until 10+ Oso....
April 7 Dear Feeling Ok Le But Got Mc So Didn't Go School Too
Went Her House Buy Porridge Give Her Too ^^
After That At 6+ Went To Boon Lay Cos Jh and Jamie Having Horntail Patch
Me and Dear Help Them Go Pack Food Give Them >.<
Horntail Patch Unsuccessful Cos They Disconnected Halfway
Than Jh Tired Ju sleep There Lol Me n Dear n Jamie Keep See him Sleep
He Sleep Awhile Ju Keep Tell Him Got People Find Him
Than Went Find People Than Jh Went Gambling XP
Me n Dear n Jamie Keep Feed Ah Bao Chendol Cos Jh Can't eat Finish
Ah Bao Dam Bastard Jamie n Dear Feed Him He Dam Happy
I Feed He Like Nothing Like That -.-
He Dam Tiko Pek La Ask Him Want Their Kiss Ma
He Keep Said Shy Shy -.- After Send Them Go Taxi Stand And See Them Off
Ah bao Said He Want Their Kiss -.- WTF Lo Want Whack Him de -.-
After That Went Find fren Ju Went Home Around 11+
April 8th-10th Dear N Jh Sick Again Don't Know What Happen -.-
Before Went Her House Bought Porridge Again XP
Than Waited For Jamie To Reach Than Start Eating After Eating
Dear n Jh Went See Doctor Me n Jamie Accompany Them Go XP
They Went Back Home Eat Medicine Than Jh Sleep All The Way
Cos He Too Tired >.< Than Me n Dear n Jamie Went 7-11 Buy Food
Go Buy Cup Noodle Than I Got Burn By Hot Water -.- Stupid Lo
After That Went Back Their House Than Eat Cup noodle
Eat Oso So Hard To Eat -.- Hand Numb Numb De T_T
Than Ton All The Way Watch Dear Sleep Jamie Watch Jh sleep
Around 4am+ Me N Jamie Went Downstair Cos Scare Their Parent Wake up Saw Us
Went Down Jamie Hungry N Bought Cup Noodle Again And Eat
She Keep Complain Stomachache >.< Around 5+ Jh Bring His Dog Come Down
Than Jamie Very Happy XP Than Dear Went School Cos No More Mc Liao Xp
I Awhile Later Ju Went Home Cos Very Tired And Plus Need Give Them Time >.<
Went Home Played Computer Ju Go Bath Than Around 12+ Ju Take Bus To Her House
Than Waited Dear At Downstair After That Go Her House Together
Awhile Later Went Down Buy Food Give Them eat Ju Slack Until 6+
Jh Said Want Go Boonlay In The End Fall Asleep
Than Me n Dear n Jamie At Downstair Wait Very Long Lo
Than He Angry Said Don't Want Go Don't Want Go Than We Go Boon Lay
Went To Bought Western Food Give Him Cos He Like Eat CHICKEN Lols
Bought Alot Western Food n Bubble Tea XP Cabbed To Her House
Than Start Eating Again Until 10+ Ju Went Downstair With Jamie N Dear
Cos Cannot At Their House Ton Liao XP Their Father Change The Room Lock XP
Than Me n Dear n Jamie Went Dear Jiuma House DRINK BEER -.-
Starting They Drink Abit Abit Nvm Than Her Jiuma Take Out Martell
Pour Give Them Drink Than I Sot Liao I Quickly Take All The Cup With Martell
Start To Drink Finish In A Mouth Cos Very Little... -,-
Than Jamie Lo Give Dear Drink Than I Ji Tao Sian... Dao Drunk -.-
After That They Went Down Buy Biscuit They Ask Me Stay At Jiuma House Rest
Than I Rest Until Fall Asleep Until 3+ Than Wake Up See Jamie At Living Room
Lying On The Floor Falling Asleep -.- Than Dear At Sofa Lying Down Watching Show
Than Keep Ask Dear Sleep Finally She Fall Asleep Around 3+ ba
Than I Can't Fall Asleep Ju See Show Until 6+ Jamie Ju Wake Up
She See Show Awhile Until 7+ Ju Fall Asleep Again Until 9+
Her Mother Keep Call Her Jiuma To Call Her Up XP But She Ju Shi Don Want Wake Up
Than Dear Keep Sleep Until 10+ Than Wake Up XP
After That She See Cartoon Until 1130 Than Went To Find Her Mother
i Ju Went Home Bath And Used Computer Than Around 1+ Bathed
Ju Go Find Hong Ting At Bus Stop Than Went Boon Lay Together XP
Than Keep Ask Dear Go Sleep Until 3+ Than She Go Rest Until Sleep ^^
Than I Went Home Around 8+ Cos Father Bought Me KFC ^^
Than Used Computer Until 10+ Ju Go Sleep Until Sunday
April 11 Wake Up Dam Later Cos Very Tired Don't Know Why Haiz...
Went Praying At 3+ Cos Went To Fetch Sister 1st
After Than Went Praying ,Dear message Me She Morning Oso Go Praying >.<
Than Reach Home Tio SunBurn Lol XP Around 5+ I Praying Finish
Than Went Boon Lay Buy Cheese Fries For Dear n Jamie
After That Went Her House Eat My Packed Food XP
Jh Keep Ask Me Help Him Pack Food I Keep Reject Him XP
Cos Very Tired Lo T_T Than Awhile Later 8+ Went Downstair
Played Catching With Some Stupid Kid XP Cos Jh Got Play -.-
Play Until So Tired Than Dear And Jamie Sit Down Eat Biscuit And Chat Ba
Until 10 Went To Find Cab For Jamie To Take Cab Home
Than I Went Home Haiz... Tis Few Day Happen Alot Of Bad Thing....
Breaked Alot Of Promise I Make. Make Dear Sad Alot Of Time Too
Make Her Angry Oso..... Make Her Happy Oso......
Always Make Her Empty Promise Which Make Myself A Bad Boyfriend To Her
I Hope To End It And Start Fulfill A Promise
Really Hope I Will STOP Empty Promise For Now On
Cos I Love Shirley Chye Xue Mi
And Hope She Will Forgive Me For All Those Empty Promise I Make >.<
Labels: I Love Shirley Chye Xue Mi
4 day No Blog Liao Sian....
31th March Went Out With Fren And Dear To Slack
1st April Went To Bugis With Dear And Jamie
And Saw My GirlFriend Fren Weihan And His GirlFriend
Than Walk Around Bugis Street To Find Hoodie For Jamie
But Can't Find Or no See Until What She Like de
After that Went Back jurong Point See Kfc
And Wait For Jiehe And jiewei To Come
After That Went Their House Slack And See Jiehe horntail -.-
Until 10+ Ju Send Jamie To Bus Stop And Went home
2nd April Dear Bo Phone Waited At Boonlay Wait Dear Jiehe and Jiewei
Than lend Dear My Phone Than She Start Msging Jamie And Her Fren
Keep Dao Me Liao XP Than Went Eat Talk
Until 10 Than Went Send Them To Find Cab than They Take Cab Home
Slack Awhile With Yx Balloon Ah Long Fireboy Than Went home
With Yx Rongming Aka dog Waited For Bus 99
now At home Tmr Than Blog About 3rd Apirl Thing Byebye
